A new beginning

Time really flies. School is going to start in a couple of weeks' time. Just a few months back, I was still in no.4, doing stupid things in camp. Now, I'm entering university with no idea of what the future holds. Strangely enough, I've been waiting for this day to come for 2 years while serving my nation but when the time to enter university finally arrives, I don't feel so excited about it anymore. I'm worried that my brain had already rusted beyond repair and can no longer be used to tackle intellectual questions. After years of doing mindless saikang and being psychoed by Encik's ET talks, I'm afraid it will take some time for me to regain my brain function. I'm also not sure whether I will be able to make good friends. University life involves a lot of self-learning and without a regular class, it's going to be more difficult to make new friends. But no matter what, it should be better than the MRF days. At least there's no Encik around.